Depressing Weather

2003-04-08 - 12:13 p.m.

This weather is so damn depressing. Literally. I don�t know how much cold I can take. The office closed early yesterday due to the snow. Tuesday, April 08, 2003 and we had four inches of snow. This is pretty hard for a girl like me. I�m used to nine months of hot/warm weather and I�ve had to live half a year in the cold. When I went home yesterday, I looked out my dinning room window, saw the snow piled up on the ledges, and started to cry. When BW and I were having dinner last night, I fearfully asked her if it had ever snowed in May. She said she didn�t know. That was not a comforting reply.

I am completely unprepared to deal with this. I don�t want to leave my bed anymore, unless its to go to the couch. Either way I�m sleeping a lot. ME SLEEPING. That�s enough of a shock on its own. I am sleeping every chance I get. I don�t want to be aware of the cold, or of the dreary days.

I briefly spoke with GJ yesterday and she said she wasn�t even phased by the weather anymore. And she also said she�s afraid we�re not going to have a nice summer. She thinks it will be rainy and gloomy. Just perfect and I just signed another one-year lease.

I checked the Miami job market, just for the hell of it, and it sucks more now than it did two years ago when I first considered moving down there.

What happened? I was reading some of my first entries and I was soo happy with my life. Hmmmm�.actually, I think it�s just the weather that I hate.